dead stars syndrome

usually kapag matagal mo nang hindi nakikita yung mga tao, puro maganda yung mga naalala mo. all the good times. pero usually din when you finally get to see them, parang you forget why you missed them in the first place. parang masyado mo lang na-hype sila. haha ang sama pakinggan nun ah. "dead stars syndrome" ika nga. pero iba sa inyo, sobrang nag-eenjoy ako kasama kayo. worth the hype. i'm so lucky to have all of you as my friends! i miss all of you sobra. emo mode na ito. dapat talaga once a week, magkakasama tayo. hopefully din, i get to drop by sa mvp. i love you all sobra. emo.

anyway, kamusta naman ako? im having fun naman sa work kasi i get to wear anything i want. haha. tapos i have great bosses, makulit na officemates and friendly clients. this was what i wanted to do ever since - to work in an agency. sobrang enjoy pumunta sa mga shoots. ang dami pang pagkain haha.
pero i'm still getting used to this work thing. minsan parang gusto ko lang hindi pumasok pag naiisip ko na this will be my daily routine from now on. 730 gumigising to get to work at 9am tapos i leave the office at around 8pm. alam ko.. 8pm? ang workaholic ko na talaga. pero i can't help it. gusto ko tlga maayos. hindi ko talaga maiwanan kung alam ko na may deadline o kaya may pwede pa akong gawin. hay puyat na nga ako palagi and my eye bags are horrible. sumasakit na ulo ko madalas. hehe pero just wanted to do my best and want to prove myself. hmm ang dami ko pang hindi nagagwa na gusto kong gawin sa work like pano mag ayos kapag trimedia campaign, tapos hindi pa ako nakakayos ng tv commercial. hehe.

pero ang dami ko pang gusto gawin sa buhay ko... like
1) work in an airline (para i get to travel pero ayoko maging stewardess though)
2) work in a hotel (want to try living in a hotel)
3) work for United Nations
4) work for a TV station
5) work abroad especially in Hollywood/Paris/Egypt/New York
6) be a rockstar (haha okay okay mejo malabo na ito)
7) star in a play (acting class hangover)
8) go backpacking / travel around the world (pero kahit Philippines muna, ay visit all the great beaches in the world! get to see the 7 wonders of the world, pero mas masaya if kasama ang mga friends ko)
9) learn different languages (and sana maalala and magamit ko hehe)
10) go to a spa (i know ang loser ko hehe pero palaging walang time, hindi sakto sa sked ang mga discount coupons haha)

basta ill try to keep this blog updated kapag nagawa ko na ang lahat na ito. hmm naku baka obsolete na ang mga blogs nun. haha.