Sunday, February 19, 2006

take me to neverland!

i don't want to face this. i find it extremely difficult to at least think about it. i just don't know what to do. everyday instead of doing what im supposed to do, i slack off. i watch tv, hang out with friends. i don't want to be reminded of the fact that it's gonna be over soon. i just can't take it. i'm really not ready. sometimes I feel like i don't want to grow up. i don't want to say my goodbyes. i can't say goodbye. damn. can i just not think about this? i don't want to reminisce. i don't want to cry. i don't want to say that i'm really gonna miss this place, especially my friends. i don't want to say that i'm scared. i'm just not great with goodbyes. please somebody take me to neverland!

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Last Friday, We watched the opening night of Comfort Woman. Congrats michelle I really loved the set! Anyway, I was extremely touched by the play. I couldn't help but cry. I can't take rape scenes. The play was haunting.. I still remember hearing these words.. Mga TRAK... BABOY.. Hearing these words hit me more than actually seeing how the rape scene was acted. Idol ko yung acting ni Lola Rosa and the young Rosa. I found it so genuine when Lola Rosa was crying and she was sort of wailing her words out.. I couldn't understand what she was saying but the intensity.. wow. Ang galing ng stage presence nila. you could really feel the pain. Another notable scene was when Young rosa was lying on the bamboo after she was raped. i felt my heart being ripped out. i just felt so sorry for her. it's extremely disturbing for me that years later, the japanese government denies that this sort of thing happened, that these women did not get the justice that they deserve.

After watching the play, we checked out the SOA concert. There were a number of ACilistas there and as usual we took pictures of ourselves. I found out that I was indeed part of the Mythical 5 in Women's Basketball! Cla told me before the play started but I don't know. It felt surreal. Anyway, playing basketball for ACIL was so much fun! I'm so proud of my teammates and everyone who watched our games and supported us. Thank you!

we then went to antipolo to eat at tosh. hehe chenee made the chicken piccata so irresistable that we just had to try it! haha she was right it was delish! i love garlic hehe. hay it was such a tiring day that i felt so sleepy. hehe buti na lang michelle was driving.

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