coping, dreaming, moving on?

hmmm i just watched for love or money 2.. hehe i know despite the cheesiness of the dialogue and especially the host, i find the show very interesting and involving. i couldn't help but feel happy for both erin and chad.. lucky people winning both love and money hehe i guess the cheesiness rubbed off on me too.. anyway, chad and erin remind me of brad pitt and jennifer aniston.. i don't know why i think there's a resemblance to the famous couple.. only looks-wise though. i also couldn't help feeling kilig over the two.. they are so cute together.. i was smiling the whole time i watched them hug and tease one another.. o well.

last night i dreamt of my college crush.. i thought that i was over him cuz i don't get to see him anymore.. but now i don't know lately i can't stop thinking about him.. and how he's so.. perfect. boy-next-door appeal.. i don't know if this is my way of trying to move on and trying to forget about my Dream but it feels real.. hehe the kilig feels genuine! i just want to see him soon and maybe this time i'll have the guts to say hi.